Recently (this
week to be exact), I began to second guess myself. I was wondering if I was in the
right place doing the right thing at the right time. It’s the mental
distraction that comes as I move closer to becoming all God has predestined me
to be. It came during the time when I was seeking the will of God concerning some
things on my vision board, my plans for the future and when things at work made
me feel like I was on a merry-go-round. In the midst of this, I had to come to
terms with my current state. I had to let go of thinking I knew best concerning
where I should be and what I should be doing.
This morning, I awoke
early and studied the book of Esther. One theme in this book is ‘a moment of greatness’. The bible speaks to this:
Who can say but God that
has brought you into the
palace for just such a time as
this?
Esther 4:14 Life Application
Bible for Students
Esther had to undergo
preparation for an entire year before she was even presented to the King. Once
she became Queen, she found herself in the position of having to step into a
role that could cost her everything. When it was her turn to help save the
lives of her people, the Jews; Esther had to tap into the lioness inside and
step out on faith not fear. She was used in the moment that was specifically
her moment! The lesson in this is for me is patience, preparation, willingness
and courage. There’s no need for me to worry that’ll I never see the
manifestation of the greatness incubating inside of me. It happens but it
shouldn’t because God is aware of what he has placed inside of me. He doesn’t
need me to try and propel myself through any doors especially if they are
closed. I’ll only end up with a bruised shoulder. Ouch! The unnecessary pain!
So I moved
forward today encouraged by the thought that I am in my season of becoming. And
even while in this season, I can and will continue to bloom were I am planted. There’s
no mistake that I am where I am in life, doing what I do. God is faithful concerning
his promises for my life today, tomorrow and up the road ahead. So the negative
thoughts that attempted to drown out all the growth that has occurred was shut
down with this knowledge.
Wait on the Lord;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen
Your heart;
Wait, I say on the Lord!
Psalm 27:14 (NKJV)
What are you
patiently waiting for? How do you remain encouraged as you wait?